Lately, I have been feeling a little like this.
A puppet on a string, with no control over myself any more. My decisions, my actions, my voice, being a command of someone else.
I usually live my life like this.
Like a free spirited dancer, who's voice will not be muffled. I will roar, I stand up for my beliefs, and I dance, no matter how much shit the world throws at me. I make my own decisions, my own actions, I am in control of my own destiny.
Today, I have taken a day off to think about all of this. To find my feet again, in a crazy world, filled with crazy pain the arse people.
To say that I solved my issues would be a lie. But I do know one thing.
I need to get back to this. I need to regain my zen. Then clarity will come.
Have you ever had to take a day off for the sake and health of your soul?